Monday, May 19, 2008
Okay... i'm feeling like crap nowadays... don't ask me to think positively like i used to.... a pillar of support is suddenly gone....maybe not really a huge support, more like one year and 9 months of your life is gone.... like a slice of meat taken out of your body.... surely one can be gracious enough to allow for recuperation.... i hate this feeling..... every lyric of a love song i hear is dripping with disdain... everything around me remains me of you....the places we used to frequent...although i know things can never be the same again, just two very different people transpassing each other's life... many strangers come and go, we just happen to stay a little longer, only to find out we were wasting each other's time.....
Yes, i've been feeling damn emo and lashing out in spurs of moments, little incidents i used to not bother about. Year 3 is stressful with facilitators eyeing on us, especially one-> i suggest, you should include in your stringent diet, more bounts of vegetables, it really helps you grow taller so you can refrain from breathing down our backs and poking your nose in our affairs, trying your utmost best to make life miserable for all of us, you're not helping, grow up and get over yourself.
Arghhh, projects, projects and endless piles of work to be completed... FYP mid point presentation just days away... Media writing interview waiting for confirmation from my main character... Please faster reply me! I've scheduled you for the past 2 weeks yet still no confirmation, are you curing cancer or something?
Okay, so we aspire to be great writers who inspire those in the world... providing positive reinforcements.... ya ya ya... there's tons of books in the library encouraging broken hearted souls like you and myself so that we see a brighter light and have hope........ come on, with hope lies greater expectations which we would eventually get disappointed, yet again........ I so want to read a book that tells me the truth of the despicable world we live in and scurry with our little lives that we don't care what's around you, and sadly those around you......... i appreciate an author's effort to transfer knowledge of truth rather than fantasy which i've already outgrown from Cinderalla and Sleeping beauty.........
Famous Quotes and phrases... (see if you can guess the original fake ones)
Life is like a pile of shit
You never know what good you're ever gonna get
When life gives you shit
Make Shitty face and shitty pies
Life usually doesn't have a happy ending
If it's still good, it means it isn't the end...hold on..... you'll see
Every Cloud has a sliver lining...... before it starts to rain...real bad...
At the end of the rainbow lies a pot of gold......yea... LIES....
Life is not a bed of roses..... It's a bed of roses, torns, bugs and shit as fertilisers that make you grow...
Smile and the world will smile at you......you mean LAUGH at you....
Customers aren't always right.....but they usually are..... end of discussion...... or end of your job
For every good deed you do, you're making a huge change in someone's life.... to make an even bigger change to your reputation, society standing, praises and security which makes you feel better about yourself....
I'll be able to forget, put the past down, i won't cry again, it won't hurt again..... all in good time...
Y1:45:00 PM
